Today's life lesson, for me and anyone else who cares to read would be this:
SUCK IT UP
No, things will not be perfect all of the time. You're bored at your job, and lacking enthusiasm for your current social situation. Get over it.
Key things I have reiterated to myself today: your significant other is more than likely NOT psychic. If you are having a problem, issue, or question, instead of stewing on it, TALK ABOUT IT. If you're worried it will push them away, and even if it does, that just means they weren't meant for you anyway.
I am worth it! SO ARE YOU! Self pity is the worst form of gluttony I can think of. Wah wah, you're not getting enough attention, boo hoo you have no money to go out and drink your sorrows away (although that is a bit of a downer, ha ha). Stop feeling sorry for yourself and suck it up.
Find the positive aspects of your day and have those moments on replay in your mind when you feel yourself slipping into pity party land.
Am I frustrated with my uninteresting job and its vast array of undereducated, overly annoying clientele, SURE! But I'm happy to have pretty rad peeps I work with to laugh and vent to about it all.
Let's review: Life's tough, SUCK IT UP and move on :)
